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30 May 2010 @ 05:58 pm
LOST: The End - Part Two  

Part Two: JACK and KATE.


As I sat in chat with my fellow Jaters after the Finale aired, all I kept saying was, “WE MADE IT”, but I should have shouted, “THEY MADE IT.” Jack and Kate made it, and while it makes me so happy for them, so incredibly vindicated by their triumph, I know that I will truly miss them! But hey, Jaters can have an afterlife too, so the party isn’t over by my estimation.

Spell it with me. E-N-D-G-A-M-E. The most glorious seven letters in the history of shipperdom. Rejoice.  

The Island – ‘I LOVE you’…’I love YOU’


Jate on the Island, everything that we’ve been waiting to happen between them, HAPPENED. First off, I have to address certain points about the lack of Kate responses to Jack’s decisions this season, especially the decision to replace Jacob. I wonder where those notions came from, because in the Finale, the famous “I still love you Jack, I still want you Jack, why can’t you see that?” KateFace was everywhere, and I knew it would show up again.

My God. Walking towards the stream and looking out at his frame, turned against her, as he stands as the newfound protector of the Island. HER FACE. Mortified isn’t a strong enough word. Devastated doesn’t cut it either. Saddened just lacks the right connotation. Words escape her expression. Her urging him to see that he didn’t ruin anything, how she moves in front of him, stopping him in his path, to make sure that he can see it in her eyes. “Nothing is irreversible…” So Jack and Kate share lines, too? Oh yeah! Too OTP for words.  

Kate steadily supports him, even when he walks off with Flocke to ultimately end up on a slippery cliff with a knife at his throat. She has an hour to get to the plane and she decides to follow Jack, basically to the end of the Island itself, as it starts to crumble, to save his life. Dude, that's LOVE. EPIC LOVE. I always wondered about that, how Kate even found him in the first place. Kate has come to save JACK (heroine to his hero much?) dozens of times without a speck of a trail to work with, she just FINDS him. I'm always in awe of that concurrent detail.

 

TEAM JATE destroys THE NEMESIS. How incredibly awesome was that? Our ship not only pwns the romantic aspect of LOST, but also the dramatic pacing, the game-changing action, the suspense, the climax.

 

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Jack’s refusal to leave for the umpteenth time is Classic Jack, and Kate’s urging that he should let the Island sink and her frustration that he still won’t budge is Classic Kate. “Tell me that I’ll see you again” and Jack’s lack of a comforting response, wanting so much to promise her a lifetime of happiness, of laughter and joy, to wake up next to her every morning, and to go to bed holding her every night, to promise her a house full of chubby babies, to make their life together his top priority …EXQUISITELY, GUT-WRENCHINGLY TRAGIC. It breaks my heart that they don't get a lifetime together, but an AFTER-life? Yeah, I can go with that. Nothing can keep them apart that way. 

 

Their kiss. Kate, getting her last taste of him…just….GAH. I’m sorry, but every epic detail of Jate grew louder and louder for me as the seasons wore on, but the way that Kate opens her mouth about as wide as she can…my goodness! I think at some point her upper lip met his eye-lid and her bottom lip met his ear. She was feasting on him, literally. And Jack? He wasn’t a stick in the mud as he leaned into her, wrapping his arm around the small of her back and tilting his head as far as he could to soak up everything she was willing to give. Bullet and knife wounds be damned. They clung to each other for dear life. The unspoken words, the tension, the misunderstandings, the angst, the frustration, and the anger prior to the realization that THIS IS GOODBYE, dissipated, and the only emotion left was LOVE.

 

Kate’s “I LOVE you”. Jesus Christ. Holy Mother of JATE…that was incredible. SHE SAID IT. CANON OF DA TEXT!!! Spectacular! And Jack’s smile…KILL. ME. NAO. No other words. Evi’s delivery, the way she stares at him, completely devastated, as he stumbles towards the cliffs. So Shakespearean. So heavy. So remarkable. So O-T-P.  

 

Okay, it’s paradoxical to me, because while Kate’s ILY is what we’ve all been waiting for (six years is a long enough time in prison without it), and it was delivered so exotically by Evi, but the way that Jack says “I love YOU”…HOLY CRAP, I’m DONE FOR. Matthew Fox put so much raw, unadulterated, spiritually-lifting, gravitating, EMPHASIS on those three words, that it makes me sick to my stomach that he’s not saying them to me. So perfect. In every way.  It puts his BILY from TTLG to absolute shame, even though it’s still beautiful.  

 

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Immediately after Jack stumbles away, Kate literally flings herself aimlessly into the water, it’s almost like she didn’t even care about herself at that point, or what would happen to her. Failing in her mission and letting Jack die in vain was NOT an option for her. The only thing he asks of her is to do what she came to do, to get Claire and to leave, and he had to urge her to do even that at this point. I have to say and I will say, that if Jack had asked Kate to stay, she probably would have, but he wouldn’t have been that selfish, he never has been.

 

He was going to die and to punish Kate so harshly as to ask her to watch him die and spend her life on the Island alone, instead of going to live on, to take care of Claire and Aaron, to have a fulfilling existence where the Island doesn’t stand in her way, that wouldn’t be a satisfying end for me. Kate leaving wasn’t a betrayal to Jack, it was honoring his sacrifice, even though she would have liked it so much more if he wasn’t such a damned, stubborn tragic hero.  


Simply put, Jack and Kate saved each other. Kate saved Jack from Flocke’s retaliation, even though she was told that she had one hour to get to the plane and Jack saved Kate by urging her to get on that plane and as far away from that Island as she possibly could, even when he knew she wouldn't be there to comfort him through his last moments. Jack’s comforting thought was that the woman he loves was safe, while Kate’s comforting thought was that the man she loves went the way that he wanted to, that he needed to. Jack sacrificed a lifetime with Kate and Kate sacrificed the same.   

I saved you a bullet”…. “You gotta get on that plane”….This is what Jack and Kate have ALWAYS DONE for each other. EPIC SACRIFICES FTW.  I wouldn’t have wanted the Island story to end any other way for them, under the given circumstances, of course.  

The Afterlife – ‘I have missed you SO MUCH’



OMG. Jack and Kate in this Afterlife, how it all played out for them, WOW.  I can’t even talk about the lead-ins to their moments, I’m just going to dive in, because DAMN.

The moment outside of the concert… WOW. Kate’s face at seeing Jack standing in the grass, like a tall glass of SEXXXAY, she is definitely in love and a woman no longer in waiting for the love of her life to come back to her. The way she walks up to him, she is game for just about EVERYTHING JACK. I mean, she is strutting for real. There is knock-out sex appeal all over this scene, even if Jack is oblivious to exactly how he knows this mystery woman. He is definitely attracted, intrigued. The butterflies in my stomach were flapping their wings like eagles when she walked over to him. GUH...and Kate lacks sexual chemistry with Jack? Get the FUCK OUT.  

They are definitely flirting with each other. “You lookin’ for someone?”, “Where do I know you from?”, “I stole your pen”, “What?”, “Oceanic 815…I bumped into you outside of the bathroom”… I swear, at one point it felt like Kate was enticing Jack into this frisky role-playing deal or something. Jack, as he watches her and talks to her, was dealing with a mixed swirl of complete lust for this woman and noticeable confusion. He’s watching her like a hawk, but when he says, “And THAT’s how I know you…” I knew that he FELT IT, without not even a touch, or any kind of close physical proximity to her. He recognized HER, way before she gave him any explanation as to how he really knew her, because to him, the explanation she gave him about their encounter on the plane wasn't enough for him, he needed to know so much more. Something inside of him was saying, “This woman means so much more to me than I remember, and I have to figure out what that is all about”.

When Kate said, “No, that’s not how you know me…”, I pumped my fists in the air. I immediately thought: She is Jack’s GUIDE. She will be the one to help him remember. Everything. The crash, the sewing kit, the sling, the guava seeds, the friendship, the passion, the love, the fate that they never wanted to admit in the beginning, fell into effortlessly in the middle, and found their way back to in the end.   

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Earlier this season, in The Last Recruit, Sawyer asks Kate in the police station if she remembers him. We thought he might be talking about the Island and their moments, but NOPE, he went on about the elevator at the airport, while Kate sat there with a stringent look of disinterest. But the Kate here, strutting over to Jack and completely dominating his personal space, is a woman confident with what she’s about to make him feel, what she’s about to make him remember, about her, about THEM.

As she gets closer, Jack NEVER breaks eye contact, not ONCE. While he should take a gander at the way that dress luxuriously wraps itself around her tiny, yet curvaceous frame, and the heels that complete the tousled, sexy look, he stays honed in on her green eyes, as if that will jog his memory. She’s hesitant to touch him at first, but it’s been too long and she’s waited so long, that she just goes for it.

"I have missed you SO much..." This BREAKS me. The simple statement implies that Kate spent her ENTIRE life, up until her dying breath, alone, pining for Jack, living as a result of his sacrifice, and honoring their love with her every breath. While my heart breaks for Kate in that she never got to live her life with Jack, which was the one thing she wanted more than anything else, I’m so full when Kate sees Jack after ALL HER LIFE has passed and she is about one second away from swallowing him whole. I can’t even…She's ALIVE again, even if she's in limbo, between Earth and Heaven. He's there, that's all she knows.

Kate's life after leaving the Island can be interpreted in one way ONLY: she loved Jack every single day and wanted to see his face every single second. She could have dated, and probably did. She could have loved again, and probably did, but in the END, the people she left behind in death didn't hold ONE CANDLE to her elation and excitement at seeing Jack again. Her "What next?" to Desmond turned into a "Get Jack NAO!" mission very quickly. I love it.

Jack's Flashes: A) Kate coming from the bushes during their first ever scene; B) The "I'm Kate" by the fireside, C) The Glass scene from "I Do", which is an evocative scene in itself, Jack wanting to touch Kate so bad, he burned with it. Just....AHHH. I love that the emotions from those encounters just flood his entire resolve and takes him to a place so powerful that he can barely stand its force, because he wasn't prepared for it.

When Jack pulls away from Kate’s touch, I love that she gives him his space, and doesn’t force the realization out of him. She’s so gentle with his fragile state and she already knows that he doesn’t understand what’s happening. All she wants to do is show him what is waiting for him, and I love that he goes with this mystical stranger, trusting her beyond logic.

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Was I upset about the lack of blatant physicality, or at the very least, a KISS, between Jack and Kate in the Afterlife? HOW COULD I BE? They got the sexiest, most jaw-droppingly exotic kiss I have ever seen, on the Island, as well as Kate's ILY. I'm a Jater, but I'm not a greedy Jater who completely misses the point. PFFT. We got what MATTERS, what defines a SOULMATE, what Jate has always been about: the POWERFUL emotions, that doesn't take that much of a stretch of the imagination to know that these gravitating emotions show when they are physical. It's not just about the joining of their bodies, but the mating of everything they are. Marriage of mind and heart, completely. That's more important to me than anything else. THAT is Signature JATE.

 

As for the moments outside of the church, Kate is still staring at him with such love as he puts the car in park, and Jack is still unsure of how he came to trust this woman so deeply right off the bat. When he asks why she brought him there, and when she tells him just why, he goes into what he was doing in Sydney in the first place, again, relying personal information to this mystery woman. Her, "I'm sorry" is genuine, and is somewhat of a retread to the end of "White Rabbit", when she sits next to Jack at the fireside, ready to be his comfort and his shoulder if he needs it. Here, she's the same person. When she gets out of the car, Jack's "Where are you going?" is too cute, already possessing a protective nature about this woman, whom he keeps asking questions, but not getting enough answers.

Jack's flashes of Kate as he's touching the coffin are just so incredibly moving to me, because not only does he flash the entire group, Kate is left at the finish, their final kiss is the last image he sees in order to be completely converted. It's so amazing! Once Jack is in the church with all his friends, hugging and embracing, it's wonderful to see such happiness on his face.

Then he finally comes to KATE. There is such a change in Jack’s aura when she approaches him. His expression is lighter, softer, and full of unparalleled love. She found him, she persuaded him, she’s there, and she’s reaching out to him. The way she intertwines their hands, a symbol of "I'm with YOU, and you're with ME"...AHH. Only Kate could have gotten him to that church, Christian was the only one who could make him realize what his existence was, the beauty of what Kate brought him to, and she was right there with him in the end.

 

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All I have left to say about JATE is: Jack and Kate get an ETERNITY together, when they never got an itch of privacy or a stretch of a moment on the Island that didn’t last for three seconds before being interrupted at the most important juncture! We, as Jaters, should be PROUD and FILLED to the brim by getting that kind of a resolution. I know I am. JATE IS FOREVER.

I WILL MISS THESE TWO SO DAMN MUCH. BUT... I know that they will leave their mark on me forever, and always be with me.

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UP TOMORROW: Part THREE - JACK and LOCKE and Part FOUR - The Shephard's Flock!
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Kimthatonekimgirl on May 31st, 2010 02:03 am (UTC)
This section was so much fun to read - you write so well, and Jack and Kate are such a fun subject to read about. Love it!!

"Immediately after Jack stumbles away, Kate literally flings herself aimlessly into the water, it’s almost like she didn’t even care about herself at that point, or what would happen to her. Failing in her mission and letting Jack die in vain was NOT an option for her. The only thing he asks of her is to do what she came to do, to get Claire and to leave, and he had to urge her to do even that at this point. I have to say and I will say, that if Jack had asked Kate to stay, she probably would have, but he wouldn’t have been that selfish, he never has been."

Ooooh, love this!

"The simple statement implies that Kate spent her ENTIRE life, up until her dying breath, alone, pining for Jack, waiting for Jack, living as a result of his sacrifice, and honoring their love by . "

Hey, did you forget a word here? Just thought I'd point it out.
Erica: KOTJforever_erica on June 1st, 2010 11:49 pm (UTC)
Thanks Kim! I love writing about Jack and Kate. They're an incredibly easy subject for me, because I love them so much, and it's always easy to write about what you love.

And I fixed that typo AND I added more to the review that you might not have seen during the first read! Go back for more if you want! :)
verde04: Jate hugverde04 on May 31st, 2010 05:28 am (UTC)
We knew it all along!! :D

but the way that Kate opens her mouth about as wide as she can…my goodness!
I know! it´s very impressive, I was afraid she would dislocate her jaw :D
And I thought she was eating his face when they first kissed.

It was so beautiful and heartbreaking at the same time, because it was goodbye.
The look on Jack´s eyes in that gif after he says ILY just kills me. He wants to be with her with all his heart, but he know he can´t, he has to sacrifice himself to safe her.

Kate leaving wasn’t a betrayal to Jack, it was honoring his sacrifice,
Exactly!
An some people still say ¨but she left with Sawyer¨
She didn´t leave with him. If anything she left with Claire to do what she promised she´d do and to not let Jack sacrifice be for nothing.

I love the way she just can´t help touching him, even though he doesn`t ¨know¨ her. And the way he asks her where she´s going when she`s getting out of the car is to sweet.

The church is nothing short of beautiful. Have we ever seen them smile so much, with their whole faces?

Kate missed him every day of her very long life, and now they have forever to be together.
Erica: OnMyOwnforever_erica on June 1st, 2010 11:52 pm (UTC)
I KNOW!!! ENDGAME IS OURS!!! Mwahahahaha!

- Kate opening her mouth as wide as the great outdoors during that kiss. DAYUM. She wanted her feel of Jack. Enough to last a lifetime.

-"She left with Sawyer"....PFFFFT. She left with Sawyer, Claire, Lapidus, Richard AND Miles. There was no "with Sawyer" for the entire Finale. For the entire last two seasons.

-Kate in the Afterlife with Jack, trying to get the memories out of him. DAYUM son. SEXY AS HELL.

-The church scene. Perfection. Kate reaching out to him, pulling over to sit, intertwining their fingers. GAH.
memeetyou on May 31st, 2010 09:21 pm (UTC)
GUUUUUUUUUH. Epic post is epic bb. And I'm glad you divided your review into sections. At least that way the Jack lovers but Kate haters can focus on what they loved about the non-Jate scenes in your follow up, while we can freely discuss what made the finale tick for us on a shippy level.

First of all, you are a freaking GODDESS of words. And there is no one better than you to sum up my feelings when it comes to Jate. You write about them so effortlessly and so honestly that I believe this couple was actually DESIGNED for your verbose. You kill me bb and I just wanna take this opportunity to tell you how much I adore you. Cos lets face it, we hardly knew each other even while swimming in the same circles and only found each other on the off chance on FF and had I not extended an MSN invite to you I would never have know you on the personal level I do now which just makes this Jate journey we've travelled on side by side in the last 2 months, lol, all the more rewarding. And yes GODDAMIT WE MADE IT. After enduring all the incessant bullshit, the twisting of scenes and motivations, the demeaning, the systematic bullying, the character/actor assassisnating and general shipping racism from those vile little cretins, JATE FINALLY MADE IT. ALL THOSE BITCHES OUT THERE CAN SIT DOWN AND HAVE A NICE GLASS OF 'SHUT THE FUCK UP'. We weren't imagining SHIT. Kate loved Jack more than she loved any other man in her life - no one came before him and no one came after him. LET THAT SHIT MARIANTE.

'Nothing is irreversible…” So Jack and Kate share lines, too? Oh yeah! Too OTP for words.

Yes maam. And how fitting that Kate uttered those words first and foremost and that Jack subsconsciously chanelled her in the next life? Looks like Ms Katekins set our boy up for his spiritual journey without us even realising. Aint that a bitch?

She has an hour to get to the plane and she decides to follow Jack, basically to the end of the Island itself, as it starts to crumble, to save his life. Dude, that's LOVE. EPIC LOVE. I always wondered about that, how Kate even found him in the first place. Kate has come to save JACK (heroine to his hero much?) dozens of times without a speck of a trail to work with, she just FINDS him. I'm always in awe of that concurrent detail.

GOOSEBUMPS. Seriously. The whole cinematic orchestration of that scene floors me and seeing Kate appear out of nowhere and right at the death was epic to the max. And not knowing how she found him or where she even began to look for him just adds to that epicness - her Jack senses tingled and she followed. She came back to SAVE HIM. And she ultimately saved him so he could, in turn, SAVE HER. HOW TRAGICALLY HEARTBREAKING IS THIS???

Oh and that kiss was fucking scrumptious. I've never seen Foxy so relentlessly engulfed in another woman's mouth like that. He took Evi's mouth all the way to bank. She cashed that shit in nice and easy too. What a tongue bath. LOLOL. I wasnt expecing it to be as lustful as it was, but then came the passionate embrace - the way they were both so hurt and damaged but still taking each other all in and not wanting to let go but knowing they had too.

memeetyou on May 31st, 2010 09:23 pm (UTC)
Jack's ILY tops Kate's for me. Partly because I always expected to Kate to come out and say it and partly cos her actions always showed it - but Jack's I wasn't expecting. Nor was I expecting it to be delivered in such a heartbreakingly sacrifical tone by Foxy. Its the kinda ILY that lets Kate and the rest of the audience know that whatever it is he has to do, whatever job it is he has to perform, his love for her is an unquestionable and painful reality. Its HER. Its always BEEN her. She is it for him. The finish line. And with that he trudges off to his demise. To stay behind and wallow more in their tragic love is not what needs to be done - she must get on that plane with Claire ASAP and he must go back to save her and the rest of the world - and that in itself is the tragedy of the scene. I cry over this scene every SINGLE TIME. And I dont know how to make it stop. Can you help me please? Fuck sake.

He knew that he FELT IT, without not even a touch, or any kind of close physical proximity to her. He recognized HER, way before she gave him any explanation as to how he really knew her...

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. I love the little pause he makes just to to stop and stare at this random woman that has him opening up about his son. There is something about her that he can't quite figure out and Foxy again plays the nuances of that moment so wonderfully.

And the way she walks up to him, closing the gap between them and he just LETS HER. He allows her to stand only fractions away, not knowing WHY, because she is magentic to him. Always has been. And he just STARES - bewitched, bothered and bewildered. She cups his face and Evangeline delivers her most heartbreaking line yet - 'I have missed you SO much.' I swear down Jate will be the death of me. I'm having a cardiac arrest just looking at those damn gifs. And so much word to the fact that Jack doesnt even flinch at the sight of her being all sexily dressed up. What capivates him is HER. Her very presence. It's just stunning. Lord have mercy.

“No, that’s not how you know me…”,

*Sobs.* I lie. This ^^ is more gutwrenching than than the 'I've missed you so much' line. The weight of that comment knowing what we've known for six seasons straight, knowing what KATE knows and feels, is just magnificent.

Babes. I'm at a loss for words here. I need to come back with more thoughts and feelings another time. LOL.


Erica: Noshit!forever_erica on June 2nd, 2010 12:00 am (UTC)
Letteh, bb, what do I SAY TO ALL OF THIS!!!! I LOVE YO ASS, bb. So much. I can't believe I went 5 seasons in fandom without you. Thank GOD you got at me and dropped a line about MSN, because our conversations have been the most memorable of my entire life. You are a force of your own and you have made this experience so incredibly satisfying for me. You've made me laugh, cry and rejoice so much, that I can barely count the number of times. You are my SISTER. IN EVERY WAY THAT COUNTS, and dis shit ain't over between the two of us. NEVA EVAH.

WE MADE IT GODDAMNIT!!! All the fandom noise about Jate being a detrimental couple without two legs to stand on. SHIT. The shit is looking GOOD right about now, ain't it? People getting on the scrotum now that Jate is endgame is both funny and pathetic! The geese crying foul is MY CRACK! They are too much and are too deserving of the DISS they received!

Thank you for taking such good care of me, by putting your heart into this comment. Everything you pointed out and elaborated on, you know I got you! I work HARD to write these reviews and I thank you so much for taking the time to adequately respond. I love you. *HUGS*
izbetterthanu: Jack waking upizbetterthanu on June 1st, 2010 03:30 pm (UTC)
But hey, Jaters can have an afterlife too, so the party isn’t over by my estimation.

FUCK to the YES man! the walls will fall before we stop talking about JK.

i don't have anything to add because you said it all. pure perfection and Jack and Kate at their best. DC told us that the endgame of the show won't be conventional but boy, i did not see this coming. afterlife? bring it on. because chances separated them, but nothing kept them apart. the end.
Erica: ByeJackforever_erica on June 2nd, 2010 12:16 am (UTC)
JK FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER, bb! You know it!

Bring the afterlife ON, bb. This way, nothing REALLY CAN'T keep Jack and Kate apart. They crossed together, hand-in-hand. This shit is FOREVER. This Jater shit is FOREVER. Just you try to get rid of me, bb! *CLINGS*
venckman: drjackvenckman on June 1st, 2010 06:04 pm (UTC)
You will be happy to hear that the finale gave me a version of Jate I could accept. You see how miracles can happen? ;D
Erica: MADEOFJACKWINforever_erica on June 2nd, 2010 12:04 am (UTC)
OMG! Miracles FTW!

Jack is in heaven RIGHT now, like, "Did Laurie, MY LAURIE, just bless my relationship with Kate? Yeah, it's official, I am dead, and this IS heaven!"

Thank you so much for saying this. I know that you hated Kate with the heat of a thousand suns, or should I say you HATE Kate, but she was AWESOME, FIERCE and ALL ABOUT JACK in this Finale. It's never been any different for me where her character is concerned, but that just my POV.

Thanks so much!
gunerken: idiedgunerken on June 1st, 2010 06:34 pm (UTC)
Awesome part Erica... I knew Jate part would be my fav. Seriously i love the way you tell Jate. You're amazing.

I too think the finale was perfect. There isnt one single thing that i would want to change. It was perfect for Jate and perfect for jack and kate individually.


Erica: ByeLostforever_erica on June 2nd, 2010 12:08 am (UTC)
OZZIE!!! *HUGS* Thank you bb. You know I hold it down for JATE, all day, all the time. They're the OTP, from day one! You are too kind to me bb! I LOVE YOU.

The Finale was perfect. For Jack, for Jate, for everyone really, except the Raggedy Ann Skaters, who will FOREVER call foul! UGH. WE got our happy ending, in an unconventional way, but we got it!
menzjj815: jate last kissmenzjj815 on June 2nd, 2010 12:04 am (UTC)
So I tried to comment the other day but LJ was being a little ass and was giving us epic separation....maybe LJ is a Jater too?

this is sooo sooo good bb, and you said pretty much all I would want to say but more eloquently and better thought out! LOL

I have to agree with Joy when she said it's gonna take a lot for our little Jater party to be broken up and I love that feeling <333
Erica: JATESoulmatesforever_erica on June 2nd, 2010 12:14 am (UTC)
Yeah, LJ was being a bitch to me too, but she's doing better today! I can't be separated from you no more bb, I NEED YA! I LOVE YA!

Thank you SO much bb! Jate was the EPIC SHIT on Finale night. Everything that we've been waiting for, some things that we never got, but in the end, they get FOREVER. Nothing more EPIC than that exists for an Endgame couple. NOTHING.

This Jater party will LAST FOREVER! We deserve it so much! We went through a lot of bullshit for it, from Skaters and D/C themselves at certain points. JATER PAR-TAY IN THE AFTERLIFE, BAYBAY!!!

(P.S. I'm so sorry about MSN last night! *HUGS*)